Somewhere in Riverdale
[beep..beep...beep..]
Nurse: Doctor is there any change?
Doctor Nile: No, has anyone come to visit him any idea who he is?
Nurse: No.
I could hear them talking about me, I wanted to tell them who I was but I was trapped in darkness. I was plagued with random images, some that I couldn’t make sense of. But one always stayed the same, Shauna smiling at me telling me to come to her but as I got closer I could see someone else. Suddenly she stopped smiling fear was now in her eyes, Mika was standing next to her I tried to yell out to her to run. But then something strange happened Mika became Shauna! My heart started racing I couldn’t believe my eyes it was right there all along.
[ beep beep beep beep....beep beep beep beep..]
Nurse: Doctor come quick somethings happening!
Doctor Nile: Can you hear me? What is your name?
[beepbeepbeepbeepbeeeeeeeppppp........]
Doctor: Nurse grab the paddles! Clear!...Clear!... charge 10 percent.. Clear!
Trying to be Shauna Neat

Journal, it’s been a month since I last seen Exodus I was hoping that there would have been news of his survival, but nothing. I have been keeping myself busy, learning new traits and skills, I fear that my life here will soon be over and I will have to move on. I’ve gone back to my alias, it is the only way to hide but this time I know who I am. My only regret is that I couldn’t tell my love how I felt and who I was but it was the only way. Sometimes I drive back to the place where we last , where she last confronted him. I search for anything that would tell me if he made it after I dumped him in the water hoping the waves would carry him the way it carried me long ago. After I returned from France the sickness I was feeling a few weeks before just got worse, now it seems like I am sick everyday. Between being tired all the time and sleeping, oh and the bathroom run I don’t get very much done anymore. Maybe if I am up to it I will go to the doctors tomorrow.
